Hmm, how should I answer. I will be very honest and I am always honest about what I say. You are my witness ( gestures to Maurice). I longed , I don't think I do anymore, but I longed for many years to have been a true friend of Peter Minshall's. Am, I longed for many years that if I did something Peter would say Brian you did so and so, if you turn it this way you would have a better effect. Oh yes you did do something that looks nice , but you could add this next time for a creative effect, I would love all of that. I am, I remember growing up when Minshall , because MInshall was knocked hard by many people for the works he did, am, and I remember they were making a play when he did things like Paradise Lost , little things that have very macabre involvement and people say oh he was a devil worshiper , he did this, he did that, he was into Satan and rubbish like this. And I would listen to him, and I was very intrigued listening to him talk on TV and I remember there was one little thing, which I don't remember what the edict of it was but I remember it was Peter on an interview and becoming so emotional that he began to cry, there were tears he was so emotional about what people say, what they would do and what he was trying to do and I remember alone in my house, in my parents house, watching him and I began to cry watching him, Peter did say, and saying to myself why did people do this to this man, he is so great. And I would hear Peter saying from since then , those days that the mas is dying that we need to go back to the birth, that we need to go back to the this and the that da da da! And I tried to listen to what Peter was saying and I tried to be true to the mas, the culture, and I thought he would have been proud , I thought he would have said here is somebody ,am, but it was a completely different reaction from Peter.